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I am in a very difficult financial situation. I do not have the bread and the payment of rent. Now I live with friends because I have nowhere to go with her daughter. I had to give her son up for adoption to have a better life. I want to sell the bone marrow and the egg cell in order to get out of debt they have. Looking for a job I write emails, I go on job interviews but no more. Sometimes I want to die but I have a daughter is 6 years old and do not even have to give her a normal childhood and a dignified life.
I do not like to beg so I sell what I have to survive. I am a person I do not have a healthy addiction.My English is poor but I hope that everyone will understand what I wrote and my situation.